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"Cast not your soul into the meadow of love, for there it shall be trampled by the war steeds of those that know not the meaning of it. Cast not your heart onto the pond of love's joys, for surely as you do the Storm shall come and flood your heart with the mud of lies and thus your love destroy. Cast not your spirit into the air on loves wings, for just as you take flight, a typhoon shall destroy it totally."

I come to Deviantart to try to heal. Someone I loved dearly did and they achieved it,
almost, till they almost passed away today from a bad case of love. Love can kill you. I learned that today. I am an artist, I am a model, I am a photographer and I am a writer, but today I became one thing more. I became a skeptic and a cynic. I don't believe in fairy tales anymore. Give me a good old horror story any day. Especially one where the monster gets away.




June 19, 2009

Hello, this is an update on Katti. She is fighting to stay on this side of consciousness and that is a very very good thing. Last eve, she sent her love to all of you, told me to tell you that she hopes she has not caused you too much alarm, (that is so like my cousin), and that she would be happy to be back and that she will not give up. Now I think that is all good news! There is also other good news, but I will not jinx it by giving it out prior to her announcing it herself. As for me, I am spending my days here, on Deviantart, taking care of the dogs, and visiting her. There are so many wonderful people I have met. I have not included your avatar in the friends category as I don't think I should till we both are in agreement on that. Call it a backwards way that we all were raised in our family but it is just the way it is. You see, my Uncle always drilled into his kids, and by way of Katti I believe I got infected, that friendship should be a two way street and established with the idea that there is very little you can do by way of an escape clause. That is why she was taught to choose her friends carefully, but she lets her heart I believe run away with her. I can say that as I am related. Just trying to lighten up this day. It is Friday night here and I shall find the closest pizza delivery I like, curl up with that and the two huge dogs, a scary movie and keep praying as well. Thank you all for your kindness and compassion. You can call me Amy or Heather, everyone in the family calls me Heather. Till the morrow!

Heather



"If your words are the signs of what you feel, see, touch, hear and believe, then cast them out as careful as bread upon the waters others with them to feed. For surely you shall say someday love shall never tear us apart and as soon as you do you will shatter unto destruction another heart."